my journey to health

Eeek tomorrow morning I am off to meet a new trainer, my motivation is long gone, long, long gone I am eating at night again, which pisses me off cause it took me a long time to kick that habit, so I am going to someone new I have asked to help with eating to so fingers crossed she can help me all round not just with exercise – watch this space.

To be completely honest I have sat here most of the night coming up with an excuse to not go in the morning, but I will, cause I need to, it is so much easier to be fat and carry on the way I am, it is so much harder to change but I will do it, I will go – see how hard I am trying to convince myself!!!!